Almost the End

I feel like i don't know what to do with myself. it is the second to last day of school, lunch time, and it is all almost over. Even though this was a very hard year (I can easily say my hardest teaching year yet...of course, this is only my second year teaching....but my fourth class if you count student teaching...plus all those years I aided...) Anyway, even though, it is still always hard to say good bye.

i can feel my self slipping into a sad funk...where I just feel tired and heavy and I just want to curl up and cry.

I am sad becasue the year has to end and i have to say goodbye. I am sad becasue i don't have J and BJK, my best pals ever in teaching, to share it with. I am sad because I got my report cards back from my principal and she had a "improvement suggestion," when i worked really hard on them...and besides its the end of the year comments...she didn't tell me she wanted me to put something on each report card to suggest how they could improve...I didn't know that was expected on the last trimester.

I am overwhelmed because my class is a mess and there is so much to do.

And there is the bell...