Back to school,
schedule, routine...
I'm feeling pretty crummy about last year - over all, in many ways, my worst year teaching - because it was mostly self inflicted - when I was excessed, that was the worst - but I had no choice in that, but yes, that was the worst year - but last year, my personally worst as a teacher.
A learning experience. So many things that happened that I will not let happen again.
So now, here is my new year, a fresh start, a chance to try again.
Thursday morning - so nervous - as always, to start a new class - to make a good impression, to make the right impression. I think I did ok. By nine, the nerves were mostly gone, only to resurface slightly Friday morning.
I am looking forward to when I know all my kids, when I feel comfortable coming in... the first few weeks are always like putting on a new pair of shoes - and knowing that soon, they will be soft and comfortable, but for now they still feel a bit stiff and awkward.
I also have so many ideas to plan better lessons. My GOAL this next week is to really go slow and explain procedures carefully - how I want assignments done - and to really have higher expectations for my students. I really want to try to instill a sense of pride in my students regarding their work - always a week area of mine - and not accepting mediocre is something I am going to try.
So - we'll see where this year goes, right?
1 comment:
BJ...You ar eone of the best teachers out there. Not many wiull spend the time that you do evaluating yourself to the point of exhaustion. You may be disappointed in yourself but I met your students and I can tell you without a doubt that they admired you, looked up to you and loved being in your class. They learn a lot just from your passion that you exert in the everyday, ordinary routine they experience. You are no ordinary teacher and I would love to see you one day realize that....
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