I am in such a crappy mood.
I don't know why. I have been so moody lately. It is annoying. It is this retardedly vicious cycle.
I feel like I should be pissed off about something.
SO I get all cranky and geared up to start bitching about whatever it is I am supposed to be mad about.
Then I try to remember what I was pissed off about, and once I review my thoughts, I realize that I don't have anything to be pissed about.
So I get depressed for feeling cranky.
Usually, at some point, I have snapped at someone, yelled at someone, or been generally rude or pissy to someone. So then I feel bummed that I treated someone badly.
Then, decide, screw it... cheer up... just focus on good stuff, make yourself get in a better mood.
The somebody will piss me off, or some kid will ask me an asinine question that I've already answered, or I'll get distracted from my mood lifting mental exercises, and then I'll think... "aren't I supposed to be angry about something?"
and the cycle starts all over again.
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